Arrogance/ friendship/and negligence
So judgemental/
Uneasy/
needy
&
temperamental
You squeeze me
And seize me
While seeking
Improprieties
To use against me
Please sir, may I have some more?
It would be easiest
To adorn this trait
Of mine as
Somehow
Yours
Or maybe it's easier
actually
Claiming it
And with it
My sovereignty
Condescending
It's a confession
Of your obsession
To cover up
And reject
That vulnerability
That rejects
Authentic
Responsibility
On to the next
You've run out of road
But there's many stops you're
Certain
Will be worthy
Of
The pause.
The projectionis exhausting
So any good intentions
Get lost here
In the entitlement
Wind storms
Of your shit.
Unearned
Rubber burned
Spinning endlessly
Aggressively
Surely time spent
Earns a turn?
nowhere
Comraderie
Ain't no
commodity
Seniority
Can claim
As
It's
dues/
that
accumulate
Existstance is not designed
to compromise
or comprise
Achievements
Opportunistic
as a lonely hand
Sinking into wet pavement
You may be there
But it's not enough
And it's pathetic
And it's getting rough
Walking your slender ego through this
Time works differently
In every place it exists
And
as much as I/ wouldn't mind/
Indulging/gluttonous
and uncompromised
A picture perfect
A fucking saint
I can't complain
Since I ain't
Done much about it
So it must serve something right!?
Which fight
Do you
Feel entitled to?
Which poles
Will your soul
Drag your
Imbalanced
Shoulders into?
What do you propose?
And what for?
You gotta get this shit
Straight gurl
I suppose
I'll hold my nose
Now
and integrate
Unapologetic
Honesty
I'm such a fan of
Desire to shift
into
a justifiable (justified?)
complaint